Lucy's Spleen

Moss, Lichen, Leaves, Stones

 

Exploring My Talent

1. Needless to say, I ignored the girl who wrote me on Facebook that, "I am trying to friend as many Emma's as possible we are the coolest! Ad me :)."

2. I'm depressed that I even know about this, but who in the hell is Miracle Whup trying to reach with its "will not tone it down" ad campaign? Does Kraft really think it's money well spent to try to sell me on "hardcore Miracle Whup attitude and revelry?" Also why does all the media coverage describe the campaign as "for hipsters?" It so doesn't even begin to be ironic enough for the Bacon Generation. Asserting that "snarfing sandwiches" will be "very cool and totally hip" is not hip. The terms "in your face" and "massively dope" are not hip. Miracle Whup is not hip, it's oil and corn syrup. Fuck you.

3. Well, at least there's this:

(From Craigslist musicians community listings - SLC)

Exploring My Talent

I just went through some hard time and found that I am indeed a man. I have learned to vocalize my feelings and thoughts with a genuine voice. Through the scream therapy I've been undergoing, I've realized I have a real voice for the screamo crowd. I think I could really pull it off if I had some good musicians behind me. It almost feels like Satan is talking through me the way my voice bottoms out in its gravelly baritone when I hit the bottom notes. However, I want to sing serious stuff, like messages of a political nature but through stories of animated characters (anime too). I would like to venture into the realm of Skinny Puppy too, if that makes sense. The important thing is to really enjoy what we're doing at have fun, but say something. I don't have any equiptment or mics, but I do own a mic stand. I think I have a cable that might work if I don't shake it too much. I no a drummer who is recovering from a crack addiction, but he seems really bent on the recovery--so there is that. I am looking for a guitarist and bassist who can really experiment with all this and let me in turn experiment with my new found voice. I am gettin a raise soon from 10.00 an hour to 10.50, so I hope to be able to save up for a mic. I have weekly recovery meetings and a few doctors appointments a month, but I should be able to make 2 practices a week (hopefully). I can split a rental room, but my mom says she'll let me use her garage if I need to--so there is that. I have a girlfriend (on and off), who is semi-supportive, so I might be able to get rides to practice fairly regularly. I was going to answer the Toxic Rockers ad, but my brother won't let me borrow his friend's drums. I am really interested in this and can even do some artwork if we get to needing some grapfics. I once fell from a train into a marching band unloading from a road trip---I think that means something and I want to honor that experience. I hope this is reachin the right peeps, cause when my dad was alive he invented the seripentirial and he wanted me to kind-of find a nitch like that, but I think contruction and screaming might be it for me...but I feel good about it. So, since I only have access to my friends wifes computer (when she's not here), just reply and I'll get back to you asap.

Just Wrong

• I thought that I would use Twitter more with the advent of lists but I'm not. So far my lists are "The Old Standbys," "Ril Frenz," and "TBD," plus I have a "Who Gives A Shit List" which pretty much sums up my feelings on that topic. 

• Swine flu alert in the workplace! My cubicle neighbor's kid has it. I am making a concerted effort to not turn into Angela from The Office over it. I will have to quit immediately and take a job in a restaurant or hospital or day care or anyplace legitimately germy if I catch myself employing wipes, sprays, or spritzes or -heaven forbid- posting signs on anything. 

• The very first thing that happened in my day was a chimp putting its dick in a frog. How about you?

Neurosis

I am doing what no one should ever attempt which is eating a pomegranate at my desk. In order to not splatter one's entire cubicle with very sticky, very squirty, very stainey pomegranate juice this requires performing total dissection in the kitchenette beforehand. I did that with the first half of the fruit, but now I am feeling lazy and also: I can't get up to take care of this elsewhere. I need to pull this fruit apart, right here and now. Then I am my mother, watching and warning, "You should stop now. That's not going to work out for you." And I am a seven year-old, too engrossed/determined to quit, plus experimenting with defiance. I know this is perilous and I don't want the mom to see me still going for it, so to shorten the duration of risk, I hurry. But one bit is difficult to get apart and in struggling with it- oh no! A smattering. Then I am the mother saying, "See there," and cleaning up after. But, the thing is, my mom never did this kind of thing. She's never been an I-told-you-so-er; whose mother am I channeling? Is that the kind of mother I'm going to be? I'm seven years old and obstinate, and I'm my own future-parenting-style-I-hope-I -don't-really-wind-up-going-in-for mother to myself. I am the world's least fun unsolveable logic problem.

I think I might be getting sick. Here's a photo.

Me: Fuuuck. What am I going to post about?

Him: Pictures.

Me: Eh.

Him: The weather. Everybody loves to hear about the weather.

Me: Snort! 

Him: Chinese food.

Me:"DearblogIlikeChinesefooddoyoulikeChinesefoodIliketoorderthefriedChinesefood deliveryduringablizzardwhatkindofChinesefooddoyouliketoorder?

I'm thinking the "Dear blog" concept is going to catch on big among web diarists. It will be like letters to the president, only more self-absorbed and less adorable. What will remain constant will be that there will continue to not be any point. 

Furthermore, 

Mle 

8

The perfect Autumn day. Pumpkin pie, an afternoon photo shoot among the leaves in America's first garden cemetery, dinner with friends.

I can't wait to see how the photos come out.

Ta-Ta(s)

So, guys. In all honesty, how often do you check in on the sisters? Do you perform a routine check for The Cancer? If not, why not?

Personally, I never check 'em. Even though my grandmother had a mastectomy during my lifetime, though Stan's grandmother died of breast cancer years before he arrived on the scene, and though his step-grandmother is right now having a cancer recurrence at the site of her mastectomy right now, I never remember to think about it. Or, if I do think about it, it's while I'm on the train, or in my cubicle or some other such inopportune situation. My friend B. discovered this a couple of days ago and reprimanded me firmly enough that I've been meaning to perform a self-exam, but... Eh. You know?

I've been thinking about the million excuses I have for not doing it. They include: 1) I shower in the morning, I haven't had coffee yet, how can I be expected to remember then? 2) The hot water runs out too fast; I have to make the most of my shower time in washing, not circling.  3) I'm young, I (hope I')m healthy, what's the rush? 4) Uh...

The only other best thing I can think of is "my boobs are too big so the whole thing seems unwieldy and it's unlikely I'll be able to discern anomalies anyway." So I have no good reasons. I bucked up and did a titty check in the shower this morning, only to discover (just a second ago, after Googling the process when I sat down to start writing this) that I have merely scratched (har har) the surface of the global examination process. There are like forty more steps I missed that I'm apparently supposed to be taking care of- argh!

So dear reader (where by reader I mean Gar and/or Brohawk since I'm pretty sure you guys equal my Total Audience), do you routinely look in on Mary and Lois to see about their respective lumpyness? Brohawk, do you regularly feel up your own fun bags? Or, Gar, do you feel 'em up for her?

Anybody else, if you're out there, how often do you perform a self breast exam? What's your incentive?

5

Fine:

General Friday-likeness all day today.

The fit factor of the t-shirt on my coffee crush this morning.

A long break for a fancy birthday lunch for pal B. at Sportello. My God that place is good.

Regular:

Not having any complicated work to do when we came back to the office all tipsy and jolly and ineffectual.

Later, remembering to take the beer out of the freezer.

Gross:

Stan and I were in charge of a buddy's car while he was abroad for a couple of weeks. We used it a bit and had a great fine safe place to park it and it was there and it was there and it was there... until this morning, when our pal went to pick it up to drive to an appointment and found it had been towed to make way for some utilities maintenance. Le Big Suck.

P.S.

Another fine thing! Stan was invited to attend some secret society dinner tonight for the world's oldest continually published humor magazine. It was held in a castle. He's coming up the stairs now. I'm going to go hear all about it.

Food, On the Subject of

1. You want to know what blows superlatively? The 365 Everyday Value brand soymilk from Whole Paycheck. Every day I have it in my fridge is a day I value any other brand besides that one, so it sucks extra that I unwittingly doubled up with this purchase, meaning now I have some to value avoid using at work and some to value waste at home. Great! I suppose they make it taste like ass on purpose so people will be willing to spend more on the name brands, so how about all the resources that go into producing something intended for people to not buy? What does that say about your values, Whole Foods, hm?

2. I have an urgent need to make these browned butter Rice Krispies snaxx, but will hold off until there is an acceptably non-insipid ersatz Milche Preparation in the house to savor with them.

3. What’s for dinner?